Friday, 2 October 2015

An Offer of Hope.

The dark cloud that surrounds you and provides endless tears. You can’t see past it and you refuse to fight it. One day it will come – the realisation of what once was will take over and you will start again. A simple smile, the possibility of laughter – both alien and so distant to you. He walked out of your life, leaving you just a small shell. Unable to return to normal, not even willing to try. He left you unable to live.
You blame yourself.
It is not your fault.
You ask the impossible questions.
You will never know.
The loneliness takes over and you welcome it with open arms, but what you need to realise, is that just because he didn’t want to let you be his princess does not mean one day you won’t be somebody else’s queen.
It will happen from nowhere yet come from the darkness. That one simple spark of life that changes everything you thought you knew. An unexpected parcel of joy that turns your rain to shine. The smiling begins and laughter soon follows. The idea of life and love returns to you. You question why you put up with things you did. Why did you think it was everything when in reality it clearly wasn’t? But now it is. You get the chance you deserve, it all goes right for once. You’re seeing life in a whole new light. You are finally ready to embrace it – not shy away from it. It does not make your past less real but results in your present and future being greater than you could ever have imagined.

 The dark cloud that surrounds you and provides endless tears. You can’t see past it and you refuse to fight it. One day it will come – the realisation of what once was will take over and you will start again. A simple smile, the possibility of laughter – both alien and so distant to you. He walked out of your life, leaving you just a small shell. Unable to return to normal, not even willing to try. He left you unable to live.
You blame yourself.
It is not your fault.
You ask the impossible questions.
You will never know.
The loneliness takes over and you welcome it with open arms, but what you need to realise, is that just because he didn’t want to let you be his princess does not mean one day you won’t be somebody else’s queen.
It will happen from nowhere yet come from the darkness. That one simple spark of life that changes everything you thought you knew. An unexpected parcel of joy that turns your rain to shine. The smiling begins and laughter soon follows. The idea of life and love returns to you. You question why you put up with things you did. Why did you think it was everything when in reality it clearly wasn’t? But now it is. You get the chance you deserve, it all goes right for once. You’re seeing life in a whole new light. You are finally ready to embrace it – not shy away from it. It does not make your past less real but results in your present and future being greater than you could ever have imagined.

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