The Decision Maker.

You think you know it all

Your world is complete

Wrong.

You are simply doing what I say

You are mine to control.

I find you love and bring you joy

I make you feel happy

Me.

I control all that happens to you

I decide what comes next.

You think it could be fate

You consider the idea of

God.

You say if you work hard

You will achieve your dreams.

I can bring you pain so easily

I can make your reality

Alter.

I can do what I like to you

I am in charge.

You go about your life

You think your mind is yours

Ignorant.

You accept life for what it is

You cannot see.

I am real and ruthless

You fight against my will

Weak.

I will never leave you

You will never be free.

You make a decision

I made your choice

Life.

You think it is simple

I choose your thoughts.

We are entwined

We are one

Together.

You cannot see me

You do not want me.

We are entwined

We are one

Together.

I will rule your life from within

I am your subconscious.

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An Offer of Hope.

The dark cloud that surrounds you and provides endless tears. You can’t see past it and you refuse to fight it. One day it will come – the realisation of what once was will take over and you will start again. A simple smile, the possibility of laughter – both alien and so distant to you. He walked out of your life, leaving you just a small shell. Unable to return to normal, not even willing to try. He left you unable to live.

You blame yourself.

It is not your fault.

You ask the impossible questions.

You will never know.

The loneliness takes over and you welcome it with open arms, but what you need to realise, is that just because he didn’t want to let you be his princess does not mean one day you won’t be somebody else’s queen.

It will happen from nowhere yet come from the darkness. That one simple spark of life that changes everything you thought you knew. An unexpected parcel of joy that turns your rain to shine. The smiling begins and laughter soon follows. The idea of life and love returns to you. You question why you put up with things you did. Why did you think it was everything when in reality it clearly wasn’t? But now it is. You get the chance you deserve, it all goes right for once. You’re seeing life in a whole new light. You are finally ready to embrace it – not shy away from it. It does not make your past less real but results in your present and future being greater than you could ever have imagined.

 The dark cloud that surrounds you and provides endless tears. You can’t see past it and you refuse to fight it. One day it will come – the realisation of what once was will take over and you will start again. A simple smile, the possibility of laughter – both alien and so distant to you. He walked out of your life, leaving you just a small shell. Unable to return to normal, not even willing to try. He left you unable to live.

You blame yourself.

It is not your fault.

You ask the impossible questions.

You will never know.

The loneliness takes over and you welcome it with open arms, but what you need to realise, is that just because he didn’t want to let you be his princess does not mean one day you won’t be somebody else’s queen.

It will happen from nowhere yet come from the darkness. That one simple spark of life that changes everything you thought you knew. An unexpected parcel of joy that turns your rain to shine. The smiling begins and laughter soon follows. The idea of life and love returns to you. You question why you put up with things you did. Why did you think it was everything when in reality it clearly wasn’t? But now it is. You get the chance you deserve, it all goes right for once. You’re seeing life in a whole new light. You are finally ready to embrace it – not shy away from it. It does not make your past less real but results in your present and future being greater than you could ever have imagined.

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