The dark cloud that
surrounds you and provides endless tears. You can’t see past it and you refuse
to fight it. One day it will come – the realisation of what once was will take
over and you will start again. A simple smile, the possibility of laughter – both
alien and so distant to you. He walked out of your life, leaving you just a
small shell. Unable to return to normal, not even willing to try. He left you
unable to live.
You blame yourself.
It is not your fault.
You ask the impossible
questions.
You will never know.
The loneliness takes over
and you welcome it with open arms, but what you need to realise, is that just
because he didn’t want to let you be his princess does not mean one day you
won’t be somebody else’s queen.
It will happen from
nowhere yet come from the darkness. That one simple spark of life that changes
everything you thought you knew. An unexpected parcel of joy that turns your
rain to shine. The smiling begins and laughter soon follows. The idea of life
and love returns to you. You question why you put up with things you did. Why
did you think it was everything when in reality it clearly wasn’t? But now it
is. You get the chance you deserve, it all goes right for once. You’re seeing
life in a whole new light. You are finally ready to embrace it – not shy away
from it. It does not make your past less real but results in your present and
future being greater than you could ever have imagined.
The dark cloud that
surrounds you and provides endless tears. You can’t see past it and you refuse
to fight it. One day it will come – the realisation of what once was will take
over and you will start again. A simple smile, the possibility of laughter – both
alien and so distant to you. He walked out of your life, leaving you just a
small shell. Unable to return to normal, not even willing to try. He left you
unable to live.
You blame yourself.
It is not your fault.
You ask the impossible
questions.
You will never know.
The loneliness takes over
and you welcome it with open arms, but what you need to realise, is that just
because he didn’t want to let you be his princess does not mean one day you
won’t be somebody else’s queen.
It will happen from
nowhere yet come from the darkness. That one simple spark of life that changes
everything you thought you knew. An unexpected parcel of joy that turns your
rain to shine. The smiling begins and laughter soon follows. The idea of life
and love returns to you. You question why you put up with things you did. Why
did you think it was everything when in reality it clearly wasn’t? But now it
is. You get the chance you deserve, it all goes right for once. You’re seeing
life in a whole new light. You are finally ready to embrace it – not shy away
from it. It does not make your past less real but results in your present and
future being greater than you could ever have imagined.
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